Well this is a really weird post for me to write coz i dont hav a bloody clue wat my fingers r typing..... My mind is a really busy place.. not a minute of rest for my brain cells.... My best friend keeps telling me not to think too much.. hehehe... But its just not possible. Im a really adaptable person... so its natural that my thoughts change too.... Maybe thats the reason for my mood swings.... Sometimes i think that im suffering from bipolar disorder (i.e. Split personalities) Both of d people in me r different.... One is "Grandma"- shy, mysterious, overly mature, sweet person and the other is a total "Wildchild"- Crazy, funny, adventurous, sarcastic and a bit hot headed. Them both together is ME..... If u really know me then u will get to meet both of these people.... I have no problem becoming friends with anyone becoz of my adaptable nature.... But its frustrating when i cant seem to figure out the real me is.... People tell me that I control my emotions a lot...... this is true.... But just bcoz i dont show them doesnt mean i dont have them too....But sometimes i just lose it completly and let it all out.... Proves that im human too..... Its just the way i am..... God help the person who is trying to make sense of what ive written..... Maybe its time to stop... Peace.